Without You
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you'd never ever forget these images, no
I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
11:55 PM
Categories:
analog,
beauty,
dreams,
film,
fm2n,
friends,
lovers,
memories,
moments,
past,
tempest.
Author: sleepwalker
Mirrors
I'm listening to Battles.
They sound chaotic, with intervals of random unpredictable out of this world nonsense noise. Then there's some static, here and there, but there's also some melodic static lullabies of madness in between. Sometimes there's droning, wanking, boring moments. But it's mostly chaos. Sometimes it makes sense, sometimes it doesn't.
These battles I'm crashing into are chaotic, unpredictable, droning, tiring. These are familiar times. Though under different circumstances with a variety of nauseating scenarios. It's tiring. Very tiring. When I look in the mirror I can see invisible, battered lines on my face. I can't see it, but I can feel it. Over time, it gets deeper and deeper. Till it cuts through my skin, my bones. Through my entire flesh. Cutting me in pieces, in a million pieces. Over and over again.
How long can I last in these raging battles?
How much longer can I survive?
How much more will it take till I lose everything?
I lost everything once.
I think I can take another round of it.
I may just be able to crawl out of this ever deepening hole.
For now, I'm just enjoying this darkness around me.
It's comforting.
I remember this.
I remember this.
I remember this.
I'll just listen to Battles a little bit more.
Drowning in their droning, static chaos.
It's comforting.
I remember this.
I remember this.
I remember this.
3:35 AM
Categories:
battles,
challenges,
confusion,
music,
tempest,
thoughts,
troubles.
Author: sleepwalker
028/5, 4:50

8:37 PM
Categories:
beauty,
chaos,
gravity,
memories,
tears,
tempest,
troubles.
Author: sleepwalker