Press Stop, Rewind, Erase

My heart broke to a million pieces when I finally realised that I've lost you. You may never understand this. No one will ever understand this. I may never be able to comprehend the gravity of my mistakes. Because it's all too much to bear, for me to even begin to rationalise such... incredibly catastrophic events. I'm falling in between the cracks. And you're not there. And you may never come back. I should've come over, but it may already be too late.

You're the tear that will hang inside my soul forever.
You have always been.
You will always be.

I'm not the person you thought I was.
I'm not someone you deserve.
You're not the person I deserve.
Because I'm not the person you thought I was.